"I
stand in front of the water, sand sinking under my toes, board
clutched under my arm. Looking out across the blue, I watch as the
waves pulse against the shoreline, the ocean's heartbeat echos
inside my chest. I slow my breathing, in through the nose, out
through the mouth. Steady rhythm draws me inward to a focal point
where all my energy harmonizes with my surroundings. Focus
narrowing, the ocean and I become one in the same. In those brief
moments I become aware of the count down. Time has no real meaning
in this place of zen, only the realization that soon every muscle,
every fiber, all action and intent, mind, body and soul will be
working in sync, reacting without thought, adjusting to my
surroundings, firing efficiently and effectively on its own. I
become something more, something indescribable."
My
best friend once asked me to define zen? The image that immediately
came to my mind was that of a serene landscape filled with luscious
green trees. Across the background sat snow capped mountains below a
bright blue sky dotted here and there with wispy white clouds. A
babbling brook traced a path from the edge of the tree line through a
dandelion filled meadow. A living symphony whispered across the open
space carried on a gentle breeze, swaying the cotton tipped flowers,
breathing, pulsing, very much alive. In the moment the image flashed
through my head I pondered the word zen and what it really meant. It
would be foolish to think that zen is definitive, for even the image
in my mind, when put into words, cannot give credit to that which it
truly is. A more accurate definition of zen would be the way that
the image made me feel, for in that moment I became aware of the
breeze across my face. I could hear the sounds coming from a place
inside me and around me. Even the grass beneath my feet seemed all
too real. Would that mean that zen is something real? Did for a
moment my essence transport itself to that place? I cannot say what
zen is, and I don't think anyone really can. Truly
believing is much like zen in the sense that achieving both is
personal. I hope that just like truly
believing, each person may find what zen is for themselves,. Perhaps
zen and truly
believing are one in the same.
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